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Just let us stay home and get jobs. We'd learn more important things anyway.

Always love stopping at stores and when i need help all of a sudden every employee looks at you and then pretend they're blind and they didn't see you. I know they can tell I'm ready to ask a question since I know I look like a confused meerkat popping my head over the aisle looking for something, and then they pull that Stevie Wonder act and walk faster and into another direction. Someone pay these people more so they can at least be inclined to help us more.

That's what I ask myself everyday when I think about what life would have been like with you. I should have been a better man, a better boyfriend, a better person and maybe you would have stayed. I think about you everyday and wish you were here when I wake up so I can feel you laying next to me, and I can put my arm around you and you'd grab my hand and pull me closer. We'd lay there and I'd smell your hair while I rested my head against yours and we'd just hold each other quietly. I should have tried harder and now that's gone and I feel empty, like a hole is in my chest and I can't fill it...

Christmas stresses me the fuck out financially. I bury myself in debt and credit every year while trying to recover the next year only to have it happen all over again. Money may not make everyone happy but it sure as hell helps be less stressed in this world and I need more of it.

I'm a 41 year old loser who still lives at home taking care of his mom, and I have no clue what I'm going to do with my life. I can barely hold a job or save any money. I smoke and drink and wonder wtf is going to happen to me when my mom dies? I sell the house and do what? Blow that money and end up on the street homeless and invisible to the world? I can't see a future where things work out for me and I spend most of my time just feeling numb.

Idk why I do this but everytime I see someone wearing nice clothes, holding hands, or like they have themselves together I feel like I'm worthless and will never be more than I am now. Forget social media, I scroll through pictures and everyone looks so happy and more well off then I am. I can barely afford to imagine a vacation let alone afford to take a trip to Europe. Why do I feel like this? I know I'm a different person and things are different for everyone, but it's eating at me everyday.

It was all a nightmare we can pretend never happened

It's the most wonderful time of the year where every asshole ever born on the face of the earth magically got their licenses and decided CHRISTMAS WEEK IS THE WEEK TO GO OUT AND DRIVE LIKE A SCHMUCK!!!

I have inverted nipples and I never take my shirt off when I go swimming or to the beach. I always swim with one on. People usually don't say something but I've had a few "aren't you hot?" questions from people that just like to talk and my go to is I burn easy.

My gf (24f) and I have been together about 2 years now in what I thought was a pretty happy and open relationship, but last week she told me she once made out with one of her friends when she was in highschool (another girl) and when I asked her if it was a drunk thing or if she was in a curious stage, she laughed and said she tried it a few times and it was fun but she knew she liked men so she stopped and hasn't really thought about doing it again. I was a bit blindsided by this given the fact not once have I even felt like hanging out with one of my bros and making out with them to see if I...

Santa isn't real

Idk what it is, but eating one tastes funny and I have co clue why anyone likes them. Tastes gross to me

I don't visit my parents because I have a fear of flying so I just tell them I'm working and can't take the trip. I've missed 3 years of holidays already since they moved to California and left me behind. Before they lived a half hour from my apartment and I have no issue driving, but ill be damned if I'm going to drive cross country to visit from east coast. They're really bummed that I'm not going again, and I'm bummed a bit too since I miss them sometimes but a piece of me feels relieved I don't have to fly, but a bit pissed theyre not even considering coming to see me instead. I have frien...

Every year we have the family at our house for Christmas. Not many people but enough to be stressful. I offer to cook some things for my husband but he says he enjoys cooking and it helps him feel at peace sometimes during the holidays since he can focus on cooking rather than the stress of money and gifts. I understand him, but God is it terrible. Food always comes out bland and/or just plane wrong. His family and mine are always respectful and tell him it was good, but at some point I don't think I can keep lying. If I have to eat one more piece of dried out turkey or semi cooked lasagna no...

That is good news for patients, but officials fear it will make controlling the spread of the disease harder.

Really liked this movie and the music. That will be all for now.

I'm overweight and hate that I have moobs. I feel like a woman thats actually a man. Friends joke around with me and pinch them and we laugh but I hate it. I want to lose weight but it feels like a battle Ill never win

I'm straight, lets start there. I saw a pic of one of my wife's friends on instagram and they're trans. Dude had everything done, from the hair to the tits to everything...everything. I couldn't help showing that he was attractive since I do this thing with my eyebrows and they go up when I like something, and she started laughing at me and told me it looks like I wouldn't mind. We're a close happy couple so the sarcasm is expected, and I joked back saying she was a bit too manly for me...but she wasn't wrong :)

Jeremiah 29:11 - For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope.

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