Idk why I do this but everytime I see someone wearing nice clothes, holding hands, or like they have themselves together I feel like I'm worthless and will never be more than I am now. Forget social media, I scroll through pictures and everyone looks so happy and more well off then I am. I can barely afford to imagine a vacation let alone afford to take a trip to Europe. Why do I feel like this? I know I'm a different person and things are different for everyone, but it's eating at me everyday.