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I'm Cuban, and yes we're eating pork AGAIN!!! Had one for Thanksgiving and now Xmas. Amd guess what we're probably having for New Years???????

For anyone missing someone they lost you're not alone. Keep going and don't give up. Things may never be the same, but you need to carry on for them since they'd want you to.

I'm divorced after 6 years and I don't know what to do with myself. It's like I don't know where to start or who I am anymore. I've let my marriage completely control my identity and now I feel like I can barely breathe. I keep thinking about her sleeping with someone else, that I may never find anyone again, and that this is just something that will happen over and over no matter who I'm with or what I do. I can't believe I feel so lost like this. I want to go to the gym but wouldn't even know where to start and honestly I just feel like sleeping my days away and trying to forget this ever ha...

My 4 month old is keeping me up all night. I thought sleeping would get better as they got older but it's taking a toll on me. I want to sleep so bad and my husband doesn't listen. He tells me to just sleep when he sleeps but it's not that easy, and then when I finally start to doze off he's up again wanting to be held and to eat. I'm tired and I need sleep, just sleep please.

I wish I could fast forward ahead of Christmas and never deal with this stress

I'm afraid of falling asleep and not waking up. I know people talk about how peaceful it would be to die in yoru sleep, but to me I'd want to know when it was coming. I'd want that moment to say goodbye and to look around and have that last moment to appreciate that I was here.

I never feel better submitting these but here it goes:
I hate how my life has turned out and having the constant feeling of not being able to escape this shitty spiral of desperation and longing for something better. I can't name one single aspect of my life I'm happy with.

And I was right, still don't feel any better...

My boyfriend wants constant sex and it's starting to be too much pressure for me. The sex is great and no complaints, but it's back to back some nights and I'm getting too tired. I'm exhausted when get to work and it's starting to show to my coworkers. I tell him I'm tired and he'll say okay but then get a bit persistent until I wind up giving in just so I can get some sleep in hopes he won't wake me up for another round. I know things could be worse with too little sex, but I need some sleep and maybe a small break to recover.

We've been dating for 4 months now and my gf started a new job in medical billing and she doesn't text, call, or check in anymore. I've texted her to see how she's feeling and if she wants to hang out, and I've gotten "I'm just tired right now..." and she'll call me back when she's not busy. No calls, no texts, I mean wtf can you be doing after work to not even send a message or during a lunch break. I know she works normal hours and maybe some overtime but come on. It's like she doesn't even want to try. Not sure if this is going to last at this point but I hate it when someone can't just be...

People call me rude because I'm quiet and don't want to talk to people. I've been told I must think I'm better than everyone else since I don't want to hang out when I just don't feel comfortable being around other people and rather be by myself. You would think wanting to be by yourself and not bother others would be seen as a somewhat good thing and as someone that is just quiet and maybe smart, but instead I'm considered to be a total asshole. Go figure.

Don't post random thoughts on the internet

I cheated on her twice on a trip to DR for my brother's bachelor party and it was amazing.

I fcking hate how they don't support me or any of my ideas. I may not know everything but I want to have a say my life too. Can't wait to move out.

Like a truck ran over me, put itself in reverse, stopped and let itself crush me, slowly backed off and then did it again and dragged me half a mile down the road before rolling off into a ditch.

The best thing to ever happen to me are my wife and kids

Israel has called the United Nations' declaration of famine in parts of Gaza an "outright lie," but multiple U.N. bodies, more than 100 humanitarian groups, and several of Israel's own allies have warned for months that the war and Israel's restrictions of food into Gaza are causing starvation among civilians.

I think it's such an inconsiderate question to ask someone especially if you don't know their current situation or if they can even have kids. Some women can't have children and a question like this can really make then feel like total shit. I get that most people don't mean anything bad by asking, but mind your own damn business and keep those questions to yourself unless you really know the person and its a topic you know they won't mind discussing.

That my life wasn't as shitty as it actually is and then I woke up

I (23yrs f) fell asleep next to my friend once after we were hanging out with some other friends for some drinks on the couch and when I woke up in the middle of the night he was knocked out and my head was near his lap. I was going to get up but I looked up at him and felt really comfortable so I just layed back down. We've been friends going on 6 years already and not once has he even hinted at liking me but I felt really comfortable with him. It was weird having that moment of thinking what it would be like to wake up next to him and not having it feel weird. He's cute and we joke around bu...

I'm afraid I'll never amount to anything in life and I'll be alone. I'll never find that special someone and I'll just be forgotten and just a pile of ashes never known.

COLD!!!