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My 4 month old is keeping me up all night. I thought sleeping would get better as they got older but it's taking a toll on me. I want to sleep so bad and my husband doesn't listen. He tells me to just sleep when he sleeps but it's not that easy, and then when I finally start to doze off he's up again wanting to be held and to eat. I'm tired and I need sleep, just sleep please.

I wish I could fast forward ahead of Christmas and never deal with this stress

I'm afraid of falling asleep and not waking up. I know people talk about how peaceful it would be to die in yoru sleep, but to me I'd want to know when it was coming. I'd want that moment to say goodbye and to look around and have that last moment to appreciate that I was here.

I never feel better submitting these but here it goes:
I hate how my life has turned out and having the constant feeling of not being able to escape this shitty spiral of desperation and longing for something better. I can't name one single aspect of my life I'm happy with.

And I was right, still don't feel any better...

My boyfriend wants constant sex and it's starting to be too much pressure for me. The sex is great and no complaints, but it's back to back some nights and I'm getting too tired. I'm exhausted when get to work and it's starting to show to my coworkers. I tell him I'm tired and he'll say okay but then get a bit persistent until I wind up giving in just so I can get some sleep in hopes he won't wake me up for another round. I know things could be worse with too little sex, but I need some sleep and maybe a small break to recover.

President Trump announces arrangement where NATO pays for US weapons sent to Ukraine, as Russian strikes intensify across Ukraine, including an attack on a maternity hospital.

We've been dating for 4 months now and my gf started a new job in medical billing and she doesn't text, call, or check in anymore. I've texted her to see how she's feeling and if she wants to hang out, and I've gotten "I'm just tired right now..." and she'll call me back when she's not busy. No calls, no texts, I mean wtf can you be doing after work to not even send a message or during a lunch break. I know she works normal hours and maybe some overtime but come on. It's like she doesn't even want to try. Not sure if this is going to last at this point but I hate it when someone can't just be...

People call me rude because I'm quiet and don't want to talk to people. I've been told I must think I'm better than everyone else since I don't want to hang out when I just don't feel comfortable being around other people and rather be by myself. You would think wanting to be by yourself and not bother others would be seen as a somewhat good thing and as someone that is just quiet and maybe smart, but instead I'm considered to be a total asshole. Go figure.

Don't post random thoughts on the internet

I cheated on her twice on a trip to DR for my brother's bachelor party and it was amazing.

I fcking hate how they don't support me or any of my ideas. I may not know everything but I want to have a say my life too. Can't wait to move out.

Julian McMahon, the "Charmed" actor, died from lung metastasis due to head and neck cancer, according to the Pinellas County Medical Examiner's report.

Like a truck ran over me, put itself in reverse, stopped and let itself crush me, slowly backed off and then did it again and dragged me half a mile down the road before rolling off into a ditch.

The best thing to ever happen to me are my wife and kids

I think it's such an inconsiderate question to ask someone especially if you don't know their current situation or if they can even have kids. Some women can't have children and a question like this can really make then feel like total shit. I get that most people don't mean anything bad by asking, but mind your own damn business and keep those questions to yourself unless you really know the person and its a topic you know they won't mind discussing.

That my life wasn't as shitty as it actually is and then I woke up

I (23yrs f) fell asleep next to my friend once after we were hanging out with some other friends for some drinks on the couch and when I woke up in the middle of the night he was knocked out and my head was near his lap. I was going to get up but I looked up at him and felt really comfortable so I just layed back down. We've been friends going on 6 years already and not once has he even hinted at liking me but I felt really comfortable with him. It was weird having that moment of thinking what it would be like to wake up next to him and not having it feel weird. He's cute and we joke around bu...

Thousands of people from Bosnia and around the world are gathering in Srebrenica to mark the 30th anniversary of a 1995 massacre there of more than 8,000 Bosniak Muslim boys and men which has been acknowledged as Europe’s only genocide after the Holocaust

I'm afraid I'll never amount to anything in life and I'll be alone. I'll never find that special someone and I'll just be forgotten and just a pile of ashes never known.

COLD!!!

Your best friend was cuter than you and I should have tried it at least once if I knew you'd be a dick

Tired of the 40hr weeks at a job I hate
Tired of having nothing go right in my life
Tired of dealing with constant BS
Tired of something always going wrong
I'm tired of thinking things will change when obviously that doesn't seem to happen

Husband told me today that I gained a bit of weight and maybe I should exercise a bit more and eat healthier. I have to admit he's not wrong but I still feel like shit about it. He doesn't really gain weight and while he doesn't eat like a saint either, I guess I just got offended and told him to stfu and leave me alone. We weren't even arguing and he casually just tried to throw it in a conversation we were having about plans for our next vacation. I know I need to calm down and I'll talk to him again, but it really hit me harder than I expected.