I'm divorced after 6 years and I don't know what to do with myself. It's like I don't know where to start or who I am anymore. I've let my marriage completely control my identity and now I feel like I can barely breathe. I keep thinking about her sleeping with someone else, that I may never find anyone again, and that this is just something that will happen over and over no matter who I'm with or what I do. I can't believe I feel so lost like this. I want to go to the gym but wouldn't even know where to start and honestly I just feel like sleeping my days away and trying to forget this ever happened but it just crawls in my mind and overtakes my every thought.