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I feel empty, alone and not good enough. I don't know what else to say. I'm 30 now. I've never dated before. I dont know what to do

Has anyone ever been in a relationship where their boyfriend keeps track of all the things he buys you? Like literally keeps track of things in an itemized list and then tells you its so things stay fair between each other. Wtf is that? Are you going to send me a receipt at the end of the year saying you bought me more things and I owe you? Time for some changes since I know Im not crazy, just isn't normal

Sometimes I feel like Im left out of things. Parties, hang outs, no one even cares enough to ask me. When I am aksed I do go and dont come up with excuses, but maybe theres something Im not seeing that they are. I listen more than I talk, and I try not to talk about anything that would make people feel sad or angry. Im not attractive so maybe thats part of it. Just wish I could be seen and heard and people gave a shit

I just need to meet some people and make friends that actually have your back. Are there when you need them if they’re busy, they can send a message saying I’m busy but just be a fucking decent human being.

Every day feels like a repeat of itself, every month, every year. From politics, to crime, to jobs, to food....it's like nothing changes. We're stuck in this endless loop that just repeats itself no matter what time period we're in. I know things have changed, but it doesnt feel that way

And you didnt even give a shit

I hate school, and I mean loathe it. Useless courses, useless teachers, everything just feels useless. I sit there in a mind numbing trance hoping to fall asleep with my eyes open and just get through the day.

Fuck you and I hope I never see you again. You left me feeling empty, worthless, and bitter. I hate that I loved you, I hate that I still miss you, I hate you for doing this

We're on a space rock being dragged by the sun's gravity with our galaxy moving through space at over 1 million mph, spiraling around and being pulled along through a seemingly endless void, yet we think we have some semblance of control and understanding of this universe.

Here's posting into the endless void of rants, depression, and God knows what else

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I don't know how to deal with my life anymore. I try to be positive all the time about myself. I say I love my body, when I ready don't, I call myself pretty(when ik im not). All thes things just sucks. I'm growing acne and I'm starting to get insecure about nmy weight again.

The things is I have nothing to look forward to in life. I have no boyfriend(or anyone that actually loves me). I'm honestly just tired. All my friend that I trusted and loved are just fake, they just use to me to not be alone. I have no one I can talk to. So I hope you all understand how I'm feeling.

I'm honestly lost...

There's no fucking reason to just be sitting at the machine texting for 5+ minutes in between reps. I can see taking a longer rest if you're doing REALLY heavy lifting but bro, you're only doing like 10 reps on a really light weight. Like it doesn't look like a challenge for you whatsoever. Do your reps, take a quick rest, do reps again, repeat. Don't hog the machines for LITERALLY 15 minutes when you're only doing 3 minutes of actual weightlifting. I want to use the machine too. I don't have time wait around while you respond to Instagram comments.

And no, I'm not a bodybuilder or anything....

If you leave your partner because they got fat then YES you ARE the asshole

My encounters with people weren't the best; I got in a lot of fights, and a stranger crackhead hit me with a machete to the head. I went to both the hospital and police station. Now I feel I'm afraid to make relationships with anyone or be authentic and free when around people; I push a lot of people, it could be that someone will get offended, and it's a whole fight all over again. Also, my neighborhood is not that safe, there are 3-4 fights in the week outside.

Title says it all, i'm 38, working shitty contractor jobs, barely making it by, no woman, no kids, no idea what to do to crawl out of this. It is what it is I guess, I just wish it was something more

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I was walking home from daycare with my kids and someone commented while I walked by that it was cool seeing a Dad walking with his kids, and he seemed really genuine about it. Made me reflect later on about how lucky I was to have a Dad that was there, and how lucky I was to have children and be able to have these moments with them

Have you ever just sat in a car, radio on low, night time, it's raining, air is on, and everything just feels relaxed. You just sit there, and nothing bothers you, nothing on your mind, just being. What a feeling sometimes...feels so rare

Sometimes I feel like running away from home and never looking back. I have to take care of my parents since both of them are older and need help, but if I could get away from it all I would.

I hate the holidays, especially christmas. Constant stress over gifts, family, phone calls about parties and what Im going to wear, drama about family members...I DONT FUCKING CARE!. Sometimes I wish I could just be alone on christmas, watch tv, get drunk or high or both and feel peace. Thats what i want for christmas

I’ve planned to move out of state to escape my responsibilities, but the guilt of leaving my family behind holds me back. A piece of me wants to say who gives a shit and just head out, but the other piece of me knows Ill feel like shit. I dont know what to do, but for once Id like to do something just for me

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