I don't know how to deal with my life anymore. I try to be positive all the time about myself. I say I love my body, when I ready don't, I call myself pretty(when ik im not). All thes things just sucks. I'm growing acne and I'm starting to get insecure about nmy weight again.

The things is I have nothing to look forward to in life. I have no boyfriend(or anyone that actually loves me). I'm honestly just tired. All my friend that I trusted and loved are just fake, they just use to me to not be alone. I have no one I can talk to. So I hope you all understand how I'm feeling.

I'm honestly lost about life. (Sorry for the grammar and spelling it's 3am here.)