The Feed

It's Monday, I'm back to work, and I feel like total shit

I want to be better

I had two major panic attacks in my life in my 20s and 30s where I thought I was going to die. I think one was stress and caffeine induced, and the other from going cold turkey from weed. It was the worst feeling I've ever felt before. I thought I was having a heart attack each time and my nerves were shot for days. I would wake up every 2 hours at night, and I had trouble keeping my legs still whenever I'd sit down, always bouncing on my toes from nerves. The worst part is I never saw then coming. I'd be sitting down working on my computer or taking a bus ride home when they hit, without a si...

I'm going to die alone and I'm okay with it since that's just how it goes for some of us

I should have known that the power and magic of Christmas was just not enough to keep my ex-girlfriend happy. Unfortunately, Christmas 2 was just not suitable at the time. Neither was Christmas. Well, it was August, so, yeah.

JD Vance told Ole Miss students that America’s future relies on a strong Christian foundation and warned against the dangers of secular liberalism at a TPUSA event honoring Charlie Kirk.

"Have you tried Christmas 2 yet?"

Wait, are you still dealing with Christmas? Man, come on, I upgraded to Christmas 2 years ago.

"There’s the way things should be, and then there’s the way things are. Things will never be the way they should be as long as people keep saying that’s just the way things are. If everyone got together and ensured that things were the way they should be, then eventually the way things are would be the way they should be. Of course, that will never happen. That’s just the way things are."

S.K.S Perry

I don't want to human today

I'm afraid of drowning so I never go swimming or get too close to the water at the beach. My friends think I'm a weirdo and told me they'll help me and be right there if anything happens but I refuse to go anywhere near it. I have a fear the waves are just going to pull me in and I'll drown or if I'm swimming I'll cramp up and no one will help. I know some people are scared of water but I'm really bad, like I won't even walk near pools or the edge of the beach near the water.

Eli Manning revealed his son is dressing up as New York Giants rookie quarterback Jaxson Dart for Halloween, complete with the rookie's signature chain.

Why can't I stop loving you even though you treat me like shit?

bombo

I want to leave my job but I'm worried what will happen if I do. Taking a leap of faith just seems so risky with jobs today but I hate where I am now. I pack boxes all day and do the job a robot is probably going to do a few years from now. I feel useless and I want to do more. I want something where I don't stare at the clock praying for the day to end. My wife supports me and says I work hard, but it sure as fuck doesn't feel that way.

Violet Myers will marry me

Absolutely sick of my boyfriend and his video game bullshit saying he never has any time to do anything. I cook, clean, and every other god damn thing under the sun but he's got plenty of time to sit in front of a computer and play games all day talking to his friends. Done with his bullshit and going to tell him it's either them or me since I've had it feeling alone when someone is right next to you.

I'm sick of my entire existence

I'm attracted to other women and my boyfriend has no idea. We've joked before where we would see an attractive woman out in public and both make a joke about how big her ass is or her boobs being nice, but I don't think he sees it anything past that. We've been together for 3 years and I've never said anything, but I have fantasies about bringing another woman into bed with us and kissing her and you get the picture. I just don't want it to ruin our relationship since I'm happy with him, and I know some fantasies should remain as a fantasy, but I would love to know if it's something that I wou...

I tear up daily.

I'll be someone that isn't forgotten

You are the product of your environment so make sure your environment is full of positive people. If not you need to get out fast before you get sucked into it.

Men deserve opportunities to be vulnerable. But women are not an infinite resource for managing the emotions of men.