I'm attracted to other women and my boyfriend has no idea. We've joked before where we would see an attractive woman out in public and both make a joke about how big her ass is or her boobs being nice, but I don't think he sees it anything past that. We've been together for 3 years and I've never said anything, but I have fantasies about bringing another woman into bed with us and kissing her and you get the picture. I just don't want it to ruin our relationship since I'm happy with him, and I know some fantasies should remain as a fantasy, but I would love to know if it's something that I would like thats not just in my head. I even think about it when he eats me out and I feel like I'm hiding something from him. A part of me fears I'll get jealous if he likes being with a different woman over me, and I know if I just try and do it myself it's cheating and I don't want to do that to him.