It’s been a while since I felt like this, everyone acts as if I am nonsense
I am too laud, I complaint too much, I am making the wrong decisions, I am useless, I am not enough

Last time I felt this way i felt the world was crumbling

I hate feeling like a victim I should be hable to get out of this state but I am having a tough time,

I feel as If my children don't need me I don't make enough milk for my baby or enough money to support my family, all I hear is how I should raise my children like other people; I am a mess I am too fat, too unhappy ☹️ too needy, not quite there yet.

My children complained I am not fun anymore, my husband complained that I not as affectionate,
My parents complaint about me not being there…