I owe a shit ton on my mortgage, school loans, credit cards, and God knows what else. I buried myself so far down I don't see a way to crawl out of this no matter what I do. I hate myself for getting to this point and everyday it just takes over my mind and makes me feel miserable. I'm pissed off all the time and don't want to do anything more. I stopped hanging out with people to save money, stopped doing anything I find fun, stopped eating out, and it just feels like a miserable life to live. Like I'm just existing to go to work, come home, and go to bed. I hate myself and if I could back I wouldn't have taken a single dime from anyone.