I hate him for being such a selfish asshole that wants to drink his life away because things aren't working out the way he wants. That's fucking life!!! It sucks for a lot of people but you don't need to drink yourself to death because that's the only way you can cope. He's a weak minded asshole and I hate him so much for doing this and making me and my mom deal with him. I'll never drink a drop of alcohol as long as I live thanks to him so I guess there's a positive side. I'm ashamed that people even know he's my Dad. I wish my life and family were different. I hate this.