This was last year, and honestly I'm happier now than I've ever been with him out of my life. It's funny that he said I was too fat and ugly, but then checked my phone on a daily basis to try and catch me talking with other people. Some men are just pure trash and are small human beings that they have to put you down due to their own insecurities. If you read this:

-You're beautiful

-Don't let anyone put you down just to make themselves feel better

-Don't be afraid to leave someone that treats you like shit. It may be hard, and it may be scary. But there's always a way and you deserve and WILL find something better