I've been with my boyfriend for 2 years and today he made a joke saying I "gained some weight and my face changed a bit" and I should consider going to the gym before I "become a balloon". We're both 22 years old and I know I gained some weight since being together. We definitely eat out a lot more but now I really hate myself. I feel disgusted to even look in the mirror and I want to cry. He hasn't changed his looks since we've been together and has always maintained his weight just fine regardless of what we eat, but it really sucks hearing it and I can't help but think he'll find me ugly and leave me. I wish I could just snap my fingers and look beautiful but life is just shit for me.