I’m having an affair w/ my A.P who i am in love with. I cannot tell any of my friends, family, not even my therapist or anyone online ect due to the nature of the situation. I’ve had to keep all of my feelings inside. Confusion, love, turmoil, ect. All of it. And i always have to lie through my teeth to everyone when in reality i wish i COULD tell everyone that he is mine, but it will never happen… no one would approve of it. I cannot go into more details than that. I’m sorry.