cats are weird. sometimes they love you, sometimes they want to bite you. sometimes they just hiss at you for existing. why? there is probably an explanation for cases, but i am too tired to search, but it's kinda how life is. sometimes things just happen without any clear explanation for the average man. a lot of things can change your life, events that are seemingly out of your control. i think that it's the beauty of life anyways. whatever higher being there is (let that be the center of your religion, or the rng gods) controls what is going on. sure, you can change things, but you dont really know what would have happened if you did it the other way, but you shouldn't think about it too much. as far as most of us are concerned, we only live one life, but that shouldn't make us worried about thing's we didn't do. not all of us can be the top 1%, not all of us can have jobs that pay us enough to afford anything. sometimes this is how life goes.

my point is: don't feel bad for what you couldn't have achieved, you will have more opportunities later. if i want to relate this to cats (since i put cat in the tags) it's just like hurting your cats feelings. things didn't go for the way the cat wanted it to (probably also you). but there will always be more opportunities to recover that loss. if you work on getting things better, your cat will appriciate you again and you won't feel bad.

have a good morning/night/day/whenever you are reading this, champ!