Everytime I see happy couples and families at parties I can't help but wonder why not me? I would love to have someone to hold at night, a child to care for, a great career. To be a parent that drops their kids off to school and complains about rushing to work and traffic. To have a husband that's busy but takes time to out for a date night or mini vacation away from it all. These things others do as if it's the norm for everyone else...why not me?