I've had 3 serious relationships my whole life. Two were long term relationships with one lasting a year and the other 3 years, and both of them cheated on me. And now after 3 years being married I found out my husband has been sleeping with a co worker of his and I just give up on expecting men to be faithful. I'm obviously missing something and not providing enough for them to see me as enough. The idea of having to divorce, start my life again, dating again, failing again, getting cheated on again, it's just exhausting. I'm too tired of not being enough for anyone and just don't want to be here anymore.