Everyone tells me I'm fun to be around. I listen to others, at work they tell me my social and customer service skills are amazing and I'm always used as a shining example, and I'd be happy with that if I didn't absolutely despise dealing with people. They exhaust me and I try to avoid as many interactions as I can. I avoid eye contact, try to stay in my own world. I don't know if it's because I'm getting older but it's tiring.